If you are new to this blog, thanks for visiting (and thanks as well to anyone returning after my winter hiatus!). My name is Harmony, and I am documenting the research of my book-in-progress here. The book is tentatively titled Medicine Children, and is primarily a discussion of the taboos, conflicts, hypocrisies, stigmatization, laws, and other factors associated with parenting children in the United States while pursuing a spiritual path that involves the use of entheogens. I am writing this book in part because it is a story I have lived, because of the second chance at life afforded me by the healing I was able to receive from taking entheogens (in the midst of my journey parenting my two children). Mainly I am writing this book to be part of the discussion around the positive, healthy and transformative use of entheogens by regular people who are seeking to become 'better' in their lives. This book includes long looks at the differences between drugs and medicines; at our culture of addiction and roots of this sweeping cultural malady; at the current legal climate surrounding various entheogens; and at the growing psychedelic renaissance we see around us today. Please feel free to comment here, or go to my Facebook page, Medicine Children Book Project.
I started this blog about two hours ago. I was writing a summary of where things stand, after my holiday break, traveling for three weeks to visit my family and some friends in Mexico, and then catching up on three weeks of missed work over the past two weeks - which ended up being about a 6-week break! I was writing that I finally feel ready to start this project again, but also feel some fear around being up for the challenge. And then the weirdest thing happened. I was trying to underline something, and the print kept getting smaller and smaller on this blog site. I couldn't figure out what to do to reverse the process. So I tried some things - and the entire thing got erased. (I finally looked it up, and found that you can increase font size by hitting Ctrl and the + sign. It worked.)
So here goes again! (BTW - this particular blog entry is a review of where I have been , and where I am going. If you are reading for the first time, I suggest going back to the initial entry from June 2015 and reading the blogs in order from there. Next week and ongoing I will return to writing more substantial content.)
1. Research: I have read four books and watched four films which I have processed into notes; I have another five books I have read and marked with sticky notes, but have not gone back through; I have five more books I would like to read. I have hundreds of websites earmarked for this project, and about 50 pages of notes from them. And more. It is a very daunting task, as there is an abundance of information to sort through. And, I really do not want to recreate the wheel, so to speak. For example, I don't want to reiterate the entire history of entheogens. It has already been done, very well, in fact, by several authors! Same with the history of legal cases involving entheogens. So I have to sort, and discern, and find the gems that haven't been written about. At least that's the goal.
2. Writing: I have 28 blog entries, from June 2015 - December 2015. I
recently printed out the entire blog; editing out the personal and side notes left me with
about 70 written pages. If I follow the model I have in mind for the
book, and organize the chapters with sidebars (or bottom bars)
throughout of personal stories and quotes, I can estimate 90 pages so
far. This is, in my estimation, a third of the way through the project.
3. Interviews: I have interviewed four of the forty people on my
list. I have five more that I can schedule right away (those who
responded to my initial email request), and the rest I will need to
re-contact to find out if they are willing to be interviewed, and if so,
when. If you are reading this for the first time and you have a story or stories to share about entheogens and parenting, please contact me for an interview!
4. Finances: The GoFundMe site I set up has brought in $2,008 so far, which is in a separate account to be used for editing, book design and publishing (if I do it myself). I want to bring in an additional $3,000 toward this end. Please go to my GoFundMe site to donate! Thank you!
5. New Developments: I submitted an application and have been accepted as a speaker for an upcoming two-day conference, Exploring Psychedelics, in Ashland, OR this April, sponsored by Martin Ball. I will be part of a panel of three women in a discussion entitled "Women and Entheogenic Traditions." which is scheduled for 10:30 am - 12:00 pm on Thursday, April 7th. My talk will be on"Entheogens and Parenting in the US." The other two speakers on the panel will be a woman from the Native American Church, and another woman from the Santo Daime Church. Go to Exploring Psychedelics on Facebook or click on the main link above (in bold) for more information. This conference will be held at SOU and is free to the public.
OK, well here is my new and revised schedule for this spring:
February: continue interviewing. Goal: at least 12 more interviews (one quarter of the total) by the end of the month. Transcribe existing interviews and those ongoing to search for quotable quotes, stories, and other info to be potentially used in the book. Contact interviewees and double check how they want to be referenced in the book. Complete note-taking on at least two books (ones with sticky notes already); review notes from websites; and make cards from all sources to sort into pertinent topics. Write blog for at least 3 hours once a week (2 weeks left = 6 hours); work toward 9 hours of writing by the end of the month. Print out blog in its entirety and edit new material in terms of chapters; make note of where additional information is needed.
March: Complete note-taking and sorting on three more sticky-noted books; read at least two more books from reference library. Complete 15 more interviews and finalize list of additional people to interview. Transcribe interviews and set aside usable material. Write presentation for EP conference in April and practice in front of at least 3 people to get feedback. Come up with a 'cheat sheet' of important facts to have on hand for conference. Write blog once a week for 5 weeks (15 hours) and work towards 20 hours. Contact Doug May re: marketing and strategies towards finding a publisher. Contact Gaelyn re: book design
April: Present at conference; cultivate connections and other potential sources to interview. Conduct remaining interviews (15 - 30??). Finish reading 3 remaining books in reference library and sorting information into categories. Write blog weekly for 4 weeks (12 hours); aim for 15 hours total for the month. Print out blog in its entirety (at the end of the month) and edit new material in terms of
chapters; once again make note of where additional information is needed. Begin aligning stories, quotes and asides to the various chapters. Research editors and contact Pauline for an initial editing run-through. Follow up with publishers or other aspects relating to getting this project into the world.
May: Work on this book may slow to a standstill, as I am putting on my first ever women's singing retreat at the end of the month (go to WomenSong for more information). We will see. My goal is to have everything to a point where I can get what I have to a professional editor by the beginning of this month.
June: I am undecided at this point, but may be heading to South America for a spiritual retreat for two weeks starting on the second week of this month. IF this happens I will probably not be working on the book - the manuscript - until my return. My goal is to work on addressing the needed corrections throughout the month of June, which will be a year since I began the project. I intend to publish the book THIS SUMMER!!! I hope I am being more realistic that I was when I proposed being done by December 2015!!!
OK. There you have it, my grand plan for the next 5 months. Now it is in writing! I will do my very best to stick to the plan, and adjust where I was maybe being overly optimistic (like initially I wrote down 30 interviews for February... which seems kind of an impossible goal since we are already at 2/12! I reduced the number to 12 and feel much better about being able to complete that many). Also, I will keep track of my stats re: this master plan, let's say at the bottom of the blog, from now on. It feels GOOD to have a plan in place.
Having said that, it is now time for me to do other things today. Many blessings to you, whomever you are reading this. May you dream big dreams and find the courage to follow them. :) Harmony